Drunk on You

Entry date: Somewhere in time

Another excerpt from the diary by Nightmare in Red

"Drunk on you just one more time. Every thought about you, made of lust and sin. The game we played with unspoken rules; rules only our bodies understood. Boundaries blurred where anything goes. Everything to gain and nothing to lose. Is this the first time or will it be the last? Who will win at this battle of wits?"

"The look of want I'd see each time I caught your eye. That smile would slowly cross your lips, a secret you can't wait to kiss. Across the room, an air toast to good times and shame. A consensual agreement to what waits for me, if I'm good."

"HERE'S TO YOU, HERE'S TO ME, A TOAST TO THE SECRETs THAT WE KEEP."

*Slams shot one, tequila straight up

"The DJ starts to spin the songs that will fill us all night long. Shot number two, let's get our courage up! People surround us but it feels like it is only me and you in the room. Surrounded by strangers that don't know the truth about the two of us. Secret lovers kept undercover; caught in a web of dominance and submission that we can't cut loose."

"This is where things get heated, as you pull up next to me. It's time to take shot number three. I feel the desire begin, Taste of tequila on my lips, Fire blazing through my veins, Burning for your touch. The feel of your hands caressing my body like the buzz from my cup."

Ante up with shot number four. It's time for me to perform for you. I watch you take your place, as you lean against the wall and bait me in with just a look. I know what you need and I'm here for the show. The fire rising from down below, raging inside me, needing to let go. I begin the dance that melts your need to control me. It is my siren song that you hear and not the one hit wonder playing in my ears."

You take my hand and lead me to the floor. Our bodies tense and alert, we let the mating ritual begin. Innocent and soft at first, nothing but a harmless flirt. Your hands around my waist as you pull me into you. Our hips coming together like we have made love before. The magic between us begins and the heat from my thighs begins to consume us both with every move and step. The need is becoming too much, I'm losing control, but oh no, not you. You tell me "It's not time and that it will be soon, I just need to be patient and that I need to be good."

"My soul is on fire and burning off my clothes, pieces by piece they fall to ash all around me. I can't look away; I see the promise in your constraint. Not thinking straight, I'm spiraling into the intoxication your love promises. The kind of love that brings pleasure and pain, the kind of love I will beg for again and again."

"Falling victim to the buzz of your body, the rest is a foggy memory my heart holds. Your lips burning away logic, the cure to my pain. The tattoo of your touch burned like lessons of relief that comes with my submission."

"The only thing left by morning is an empty space beside me and a hangover. What I wouldn't give to be drunk on you, just one more time."

"Please baby,

I drank from your well

Now, I'm dying of thirst

I want to be drunk on you

Please baby,

Forever fill my cup

and

I will submit for your love"

Forever,

Your nightmare in red

"Drunk on You" can be found in the "Good Times and Shame" Collection